Declan, last night I dreamt about you... I dreamt that you were here, at home. You had bumped your head and were running up the stairs crying. I picked you up and cuddled you. I told you you were ok. You cuddled me tight. I held you and we both looked in the mirror so I could show you that you were ok. You said 'I'm better' and 'I'm ok daddy'. We both stood looking in the mirror for a long time. both smiling. I felt so proud to be your daddy. Then I woke up. That hurt so much. I miss you declan xxx